Kill me now...please and thankyou

I have to pee....but theres no one else in the office to answer the phone so im scared to move haha
Today blows
I have had nothing to do since i got here and theres only so long i can creep facebook before i want to rip my hair out
So i resorted to catching up on my Japan current events. I hear they have been finding severed body parts in some bay or whatever. Oh Yakuaza, you handle your shit so discretely.
Ya, Kayla is gonna bus down here so we can go straight to my dads house after im done work. I think she wants to creep on the shop boys and see the epic man that is Robbie tho haha.

She leaves tomorrow :(
I get the day off which is awesome cause i get to go help her settle into Regina.
I won't cry i dont think lol
At least i'll try not too

Last night the Wii fit said i went from 31 to 26 years old haha which is interesting cause i thought i would get worse after the weekend of no work outs and meat meat meat

Gah i dont know what else to talk about....so bored

Kayla went to the new sushi place on Circle last night and she said it was the best thing ever, all you can eat for 20$ or something.
I wanna go with my Liz Liz and Brittney and Joshie and whoever else loves the idea of raw fish on seaweed ^_^

fuck it, im going pee

R&R

The weekend at Meadow Lake was actually uber chill
Drove up with Cortlin and Faye and it took us like half the time we thought it would.
when we got to the lake and had no cell service i was actually kinda happy about it haha. Total isolation is what i kinda needed
The art of making fire took us a good two hours because everything was wet from the rain they had gotten the night before.

Meadow lake is definently a family thing tho haha
i guess theres a 24 silence rule that we didnt follow to closely, so that made the entire campground uber depressing haha

First night Brittney Cortlin and i went to go and find the beach
it was small
but the water was nice and warm
that night was probably the worst sleep of my life haha.
solid gorund is not so comfy :(
then right when i was about to get to sleep one of the guys set off the car alarm haha
all of Grieg lake hated us for that one.

The next morning i broke the golden camping rule and took a shower haha
i needed to wake myself up
then i ate a ton of delicious campfire food
even made poached eggs in the coffee pot bob lent me haha nummy
All saturday was rank overcast tho, so i was in jeans and a sweater all day, which sucked cause i was hopin it would be bathing suit weather all weekend
sigh no tan for moi

That night we played socialables which was fun
until Josh made a stupid rule that i had to beat box everytime rap time came up haha
too bad Josh, i never had to do it cause our attention span is shit
HA fail
lol we went to bed pretty early
Josh and I raged at eachother from across the site for a bit haha

next morning we packed up and left
met at Meadow Lake shit diner
i agree with Johnny
yuck
as soon as i got my pasta cortlin was like
"Gordan Ramsey would throw that pasta against the wall"
lol it was true. It said it had sasage in it, but it was just cut up hot dog haha i felt like i was five and my mom was puttin hot dog in my mac and cheese >_<

The drive home went by quick
got home and showered off all the campfire smoke
ate some supper, one that didnt include meat haha i plan on not eatin meat for a while, this weekend was an overkill of butchered animal on my plate

Went to bed early thinking i would be all rested and stuff
ha no

woke up late, threw on clothes in the dark
went to work while doing my hair haha
get to work and Robbie is like "Nice style, wats it called? epic panic?"
ass

get to my desk and theres shit piled up from friday
sigh
Happy Monday

Deep breath

Why do i have this gut feeling that this camping trip is gonna have drama?
Cause man, if there is...
im gonna smack a bitch lol

I need this trip to be R&R

fingers crossed

My Wii says Im old

So last night my mom and I decided to attempt the new Wii fit she got for her birthday.
So she made me go first to build a profile and basically i stood on this step thinger and it measured my weight and center of balance.
Good news, im not fat haha
Bad news, based on my balance and body center, the Wii says i have the strength of a 31 year old >_< So i got some work to do sighs.

Camping in three days!!!
Gah im so pumped.
We should get together this week and discuss shit, yes?

Dope

I miss them, happy? fuck it

I just wanna say that this weekend was a long one, and way too freakin expensive.
Friday was dinner at Montanas which was nummy. After that i picked up Liz liz lizzzz and we went to James' to just chill.
Lately I'm all about the chill. the thought of drinking makes my insides hurt and my liver cry so ya, im pretty sure im officially done my over drinking phase.
The guys talked about their camping trip while Liz and i basically fell asleep haha.
I didnt go to Volcanoless and im sorry!! Gah, i just had zero energy and i would have been a kill joy. Sorry loves :(

Saturday i got up early, hung out with a friend for a good portion of the day, got my fathers day shopping done.
I get home and my mom got a Wii for her bday from bob with a wii fitness thing. I guess he was just as sick of her Cher cardio videos as me....
Rents left around six, so i put on my stupid black dress and got ready for Kats bday. Lol i love dresses, i just feel so restricted when i wear them out.
Kat Faye Liz and Kayla P. came over, and then we headed out to the Freehouse. I love that place, its so mod. They had a DJ tho who basically remixed songs from sesame street so it was kinda loud and kinda annoying.
The girls had some drinks, i had water that i determined must have been from a small town....maybe Melfort lol. It just tasted o-naturale.
After that we went to the Hose, it was too quiet so we decided Kat needed to experience Jax >_< Liz and Kayla peaced cause they had to be up early.

Jax was.....funny for the first five minutes. There were like no girls our age, tons of guys our age....and the rest were moms, and one grandma even haha. It got greasy really fast, way too much child on parent type action lol.
SO kat learned where not to go, and we went back to the Hose. It was packed by the time we got back. Faye and Kat just wanted to dance up a storm. so i went and swayed for a bit haha.
Bars are just meh for me now. The novelty has long worn off and i just get irritated really fast which sucks and i feel bad about. Sighs
Dropped everyone off around two.
drove around

Sunday was daddy day. Had breakfast with Bob.
Did some stuff, had some drama.
At five i went to meet my dad grandpa and aunt at asian buffet on 8th. it was lined up out the door, but i think we only stayed for an hour, less even. Gotta love home my fam just dines and dashes ha
When i got home my grandpa freberg and grandma +pa lepage and my aunt laurie were there, gettin their fathers day supper ready. So i just sat and chilled with them while they ate. They asked me how i was doin with Kayla bein gone and i was like "i went into her room on wed night to tell her something...and she wasnt there....sad face"
haha its sucky tho, im no good at this

Attempted to play Wii with the fam
got pwnd

went to bed at nine cause im weak sauce like that. Got up at six, now im at work
and so the week begins all over again.

P.S. You know what i didnt see this weekend? enough of Brittney lol
yup, not nearly enough.

P.P.S. oh yeah, the Hummer is gone. HA, finally. freakin hated that thing

Shot to the heart, but your too late

I am so tired.
Last night i got home from Dino's with the guys and fell asleep at like eleven. Woke up at two....and just lay there. One minute i was too hot, then too cold. Then my mind couldn't stop racing over anything and everything that didn't matter.
Fell asleep at 5:30. Alarm goes off at 6 :(
i hit the snooze four times haha

For some crazy reason i was actually hyper at work until about lunch time when my mom came and had lunch with me because it's her bday today ^_^
after lunch tho i crashed and burned. My back hurts, lunch isn't staying down and i can barely keep my eyes open.

Sigh suck suck suck sucky

Tonight is Cortlin's bday dinner with pplz then im not sure what to do
Option A is go to Volcanoless, but i'll see how i feel...
I would like to see Hannah!
omg i haven't seen her in like three weeks.
rediculous.

Anyway, i shall see you guys later

All u did was Save my Life

Two more guys came to me today saying they have been logging the wrong job site number >_< Which means, lucky me, i had to go back two months into the records, redo everything, readd everything, and try not to kill them.
Clayton is probably the best employer i have ever had, he's so much fun.

Kayla's in Regina waiting for Toshi to arrive. Two of his flights have been cancelled already, putting him behind which sucks. I imagine kk is goin a bit insane haha

Last night i went to the Freehouse with Liz, across from the Bez. It is so damn nice both inside and on the patio. We sat outside, had a few drinks. I tried these Korean spring rolls, and man they were amazing.
We have decided that we are going to discover all the sweet kick ass lounges this city has to offer.

Im super pumped for this weekend. Its Kat's bday on Saturday so we are plannin on goin crazy and takin a taxi all over ^_^ any joiners? lol

Anyway, back to "work"

I want smores

I'm getting bad at this blog thing. I think its because i am on the computer so much at work i just don't want to go on it when i get home. So I decided i shall blog from work.
It way too hot in the office, but i like it here. Yesterday it rained.....lol

Anyway, last night i was super pumped about camping so i made the tent i found in my garage haha. Ive never made a tent before so i figured i should make sure i can do it. Yes, ive never roughed it guys.....this could be fun
so yes...i think i will sleep in my tent tonight, because i refused to take it down, even tho it takes up the living room haha

Well, i should find something to do, even tho im caught up to all my work.
sigh
slow days

Yes, i downloaded every single Prozzak album

Gah i haven't blogged in a while.
Hmm

Well Sunday night i went for coffee with Brittney ^_^ It was great haha, although for the first time ever Broadway Roast didn't have soy milk so i couldn't have my London Fog :(. After coffee i went to see UP with Kat and Johnny, it was actually the best movie i have seen pretty much ever haha. Doug is my heart now.

Monday i had my first day at work at Shear Fab. I was so nervous, it wasn't necessary. But ya it went well, expect now i'm the gossip for break time. lol

On tuesday night i went to Flint with Liz. wow. wow. wow. wow. wow I actually love that place. The drinks were so so, but the atmosphere is amazing. I asked if i could drop off a resume haha.
So we chatted for a bit, caught up on some stuff that had been going on lately.

Got home, got sassed, felt sad, went to bed haha.

Today was stupid busy at work. The phone rang off the hook and i think i did something like 40 invoices. tomorrow is payday tho! so that will be interesting....i hope i don't mess up the numbers.....

Peace loves

Feels like i just got an Amputation

Did something super random just now. It started to pour outside randomly, so i just lay on the hood of my car, getting soaked. Rain only lasted a few minutes, but i got up thinkin 'why the hell did i do that...im cold' Haha it was refreshing tho.

Which is just what my life needs, refreshing.

You can't Play on Broken strings

This week has basically been me gettin out and distracting myself from this bad mood i've put myself in.
Went for coffee with Brittney and James last night ^_^ it was just what i needed, some down time from some confusin stuff.... Finally the weather was decent enough to sit outside the Broadway Broadway Roastery. Talked about the most random things, my fav being the ultimate plan to get all of our moms together to party at Jax haha.

I'm really lookin forward to camping at the end of the month. James already can't go. Liz u better be able too!!!! bring that babe of a man u have too haha (btw i heard that 2nd ave was yucky, sorry! i suggested it >_<). But yes i hope the camping turns out and the weather cooperates.

After camping tho, i think i'm gonna take a little trip by myself, for a week or so. Still in the works, i'll probably go stay with my uncle in BC for a while, check out Blanche Macdonald campus while i'm there too.
I just need a breather i think. Lately I've just been noticing little things.....i dunno.....its just very disheartening...
I have a feeling this trip will fall thru haha just cause its so random. But it would be sweet if it didn't.

Otherwise my plans for the rest of the week....get trained tomorrow....go see Up on friday haha...saturday i got that thing that i was baking for for hours >_<
But yeah, i'll lay low this weekend i think.

Days to myself

Sunday sucked what little energy i had right outta me. Went to bareass with Hannah and Jordan, and whoa the parking lot was basically full. If it hadn't been for the nasty wind it would have been just perfect outside.
But it was fun, we explored pretty much from one end of the beach to the other and eventually found a little hill that semi blocked the wind. So we chilled there, talked about the people we love, mostly LIZ!!!! who was working :( poo
Jordan buried Hannah in the sand haha it was great when suddenly the wind would come and she had no protection so when it died down her face was caked with sand ^_^
At one point Jordan picked me up and threatened to throw me in the water, thankfully Hannah and i screamed my suit wasn't meant to go in the water haha so i win, that water is freezing.
But yeah, its officially beach season....the scenery is nice out there, yes Hannah? lol

On our way back into the city Hannah wanted McDicks so i decided the one on 22nd would be an adventure. so we ate quick then i dropped everyone off.
I got home and put in Australia, and the next thing i remember was my mom yellin down the stairs, askin what i was doing and i had to get my sister. i guess i dozed off for a few minutes
showered, went and got Kayla.

I watched the MMVAs for a bit aka long enough to watch the New Moon trailer premiere. OMG it was greatness. when Jacob pops up shirtless....wow, for a brief moment i was like, Edward who????? I am for sure gonna be first in line to see that one

Today i did nothing at all. wasn't feeling that great so i just watched old Julia Roberts' movies and ya...
But now im all good, a little lazy tho. I wanted to go hangout with ms brittney, but my mom said "u should stay home and relax" U kidding mom? what did i do all day?!?!?!
sigh, oh wells