Lemme sleep, k?

This weekend was good good :)
Fri i went to the Skuz with Liz, Brittney, Sam, and Emily Bekk. It was fun just like i had hoped
Kat was there too, and Jordan and Dustin so it was a grand time
except Zach was there
and i wanted to hurt him, but he was lame and scared already so wheres the fun in that
got elbowed in the chin, so now i have a nice loser bruise
Got to talk to lovely Hannah for a bit :)
around 1:30 i drove everyone home, and that was basically the eve

didnt sleep well at all. so i woke up, took a nap on the couch
got up and showered
then went and took another nap. sleeping with wet hair sucks so bad tho
got up around....not sure
Got a yummy London Fog with my love Lizzy
went over to James' to see Matt, Cortlin, James, Dave and Johnny :)
it was nice to just sit and chill with them, haven't seen them in a bit.

Sunday i actually, finally, got a shift at the hospital. I hate day shifts tho. Im so use to working nights that by the time i went on my lunch break it felt like it was seven at night.
I was in the 5000 ward, so it was pretty easy. pretty much everyone there has a catheter or however you spell it, basically a plastic bladder that the nurses had to go change every few hours, so that sucked to be them. There was one gay nurse who wore tight bright red scrubs and looked just like Adam something (from american idol) so he was funny.
there are some pretty fine male nurses tho...

anyway, after work i walked to plas reil, ran into Chad so talked with him for a bit. Hes awkward lol
caught a bus home
got home
showered
ate a delicious chicken dinner curtosy of mommy

hung out for a bit
more sleep

this morning i woke up with no voice and a pounding headache....
yeah sickness
:(

Sun, u slay me

So far my entire week has consisted of me
-waking up
-working out
-shower
-job hunt
-job hunt
-job hunt
And its so frustrating, cause i need something, like desperately. Rent is due next week and after that i will have nothing left :(
maybe i should take in some bottles, and use that money to buy a lotto ticket
sigh

Anyway
yesterday i decided that i would bus everywhere to conserve gas
'what i did no anticipate was how freaking hot it would be :(
so theres me, in an enclosed bus space, wearing jeans, a tank, and a flannel shirt
fuck im so dumb
for some reason my converse sliced away the back of my feet so that just added to the whole experience.
went to campus to wander for a bit. then went to the hospital to wander there, cause my magic ID lets me do that haha
ran into Kevin whos like "o r u working?"
"No they havent called me in three weeks"
"Oh....."
"Do you get work?"
"Ya....like seven days a week"
"dude.....not right"
seriously, they aren't even allowed to freakin do that. But u know why it is? Cause hes a guy, so he can easily get put on projects or recycle. But me, they say "my frame couldn't handle the work"
screw you. the only girls they let do projects are freakin huge
:(
So i applied for a few other positions at St.Pauls and City hospital
Then bused downtown, walked to Galaxy to get movie tickets'
i forgot its locked until six
so i went to the mall, found my mom at work
she didnt like how the converse were making me limp so she bought me a pink sparkly par of flip flops haha they felt much better
ditched the flannel, walked back to the bus stop after bumming more money from mom to get home lol

got home, re-showered cause i was sticking to myself it was gross
then i went to see the most epic most of all time...........
Jennifer's Body
Now i went into the movie knowing it was gonna suck, and her acting was gonna be horrible
so at least that met my expectations..
but it was actually so funny, that it looped from being bad, back around to being awesome
they were using lingo that no one ever, or will ever use. Like the one guy was jealous so Megan was like "Chip, dont be so Jell-o. You're lime green Jell-o right now"
god i killed myself, i wanna try and make that one hot haha
bunch of other stuff too, like a super funny anal joke, when megan got stabbed and was bleeding shes like "Go a tampon?"
lolz
it was super funny
Plus Adam Brody was in it pretending to sing, playing the same hillarious awkward character he does in every movie/show he's in
oh, and she was hot. Im jealous of Jennifer's Body. I didnt think you could look like that
yes i know the doctors helped....but still

anyway
that was my day/evening
today im job hunting....again
minus the workout...im sick of it
Tonight i imagine most/all the boys will be playing odst so i dont hope to see them for the next month or so lol
so i guess it shall be a ladies night at the Skuz

Oh! and Mitch O called me yesterday
god i love that kid, missed him like crazy.

I am a fish, I am a fish, I am officially a fish

This week is way too lazy
i need another job before i start doing something crazy, like my chem homework :(

Talked to Hannah tonight
made me wanna jump in a car and drive all night to see her
maybe i just worry too much....
but she's home in 16 days!

Ya, i just caught my dog drinking out of the toilet
gross man
how rude
guess his water dish just isn't good enough

i honestly do not know what i did today that would be considered productive beside painting my nails which is gay and pointless cause it's just gonna chip in 48 hours anyway
sigh

i just want it to be friday
so that no one else has school and can come out and make me forget how pointless i am at the moment haha

oh, and if i don't get in to Siast for radiation tech I've decided that i am going to be an electrician
yup
thats the plan

Ashleigh Ball is my girlfriend

Jk, i don't swing that way
but if i did
Miss. Ball, the singer from Hey Ocean, would be the love of my life
Last night was the most amazing concert i have ever seen thus far in my life
shes so freaking cute, and her voice is easily the most smooth, beautiful sounds these ears have ever heard
yes
i am so in love with her
haha

SO yeah, Faye Sam and i went and saw Hey Ocean last night. It was Sam's Bday as well as her first time hearing the band, but i think she really liked them
after the concert we went to the Hose
it was decent
Bo was there super drunk
Kat was there even more drunk haha
danced a bit
way too hot up there tho
i rocked my Hey Ocean band shirt, i think i may frame it :-p
just kiddin

went to McDicks to feed the ladies
my stomach uber hated me for some reason, and i didnt even eat anything
maybe just the smell puts my body in a rage
so i drove them all home

got home around some rediculous hour
mom calls me when im downstairs washing my face, telling me that i have to come home now
haha love you mom, u crazy crazy lady :)

and today its raining
which actually makes me really happy
cause now i can wear that super warm sweater that i got in Regina :)

Ha, watch this blow up in my face

This week was nothin much except when i went to see Kayla on Monday/Tuesday :)
that was awesome
I moved furniture in my room cause im lame like that
so now my forearms and back regect me hard core

anyways
Last night Matt had ppl over
dropped off Cortlin
picked up Faye and Sammy. ran a few errands including getting gas and money blah blah
went back to Matts and everyone was there :)
it was super sweet actually
i havent seen everyone together in quite some time, so that was nice

at one point uber drunk cortlin threw Matt's younger bro's Ipod over the fence, thus starting shit
matt got irritated and wanted ppl gone
so yeah i got mad and actually started yelling at the grade elevens
god how dumb am i
the three bitches with them started laughin at my attempt at being tough, and i swear to god something just snapped
i wanted to hit one of them so bad. I've never been laughed at like that before and i was just like whoa. rude bitches

so yeah lol
that put me in a sassy mood
so i drove sad panda cortlin home
drove Faye and Sam to some random thinger
then went home and went to sleep
i wonder how the girls got home......

but yes
this morning i went for dim sum like every other saturday
got home, and fell asleep again haha i suck

tonight is Hey Ocean! whoop im quite excited :)
PLUS
Happy Bday Sam!!!!
19 finally lol

Baby come back

Monday night coffee with Mikki was quite excellent. Catching up with her always just makes my day.

Tuesday was the LB5Q
went and pre drank at Karlee's at like 4:30
then we wandered over to the bus stop which took us to campus
next thing i knew i was on another bus, and 30 seconds later i was in some random field out by the drive-in
gotta love how time flies with alcohol >_<

Got there, found Kat
found more booze
found matt bennet who supplied a red bull
found everyone again
found james and tara and boots and josh
found more booze
took pictures
found more ppl
went and danced
made a new friend
wondered where some friends were....

then Brittney's mom came and drove a bunch of us home so thank you so much to her
when i got home i decided that not eating all night had been a fail
so i walked to mcdicks
which cleared my head
got a nasty douche bag msg from Matt Boechlar who called on Bo's phone. ass hole
ate nuggets
found Mat and Cortlin
found ride home haha

so yes, it was a pretty grand night
except now my head hurts and my whole body is very Grr with me right now

time to tag photos
and go work
sigh

Oh for the good old days

This weekend was pretty great
got to see my KK who I've been missing like crazy :)

On Sat night Brittney picked me up and we went to Karlee's and met Emily A/B, Bcas, Leah, Danae, Dee-Jaye and Raquel
went to Divas
had a few cheap drinks there
then we went to The Hose. By then i was pretty tipsy aka content with life
so we danced crazy all night
It was actually so much fun
i was nervous at first cause besides Brittney my lover, i didn't know the other girls too well
but it was such a change of pace, being with a big group of girls
tons of fun

Had a family dinner with Granparents L/F and my aunt and cousin, so that was nice. it was kinda funny tho cause my mom sets out all the fine China and fancy candles, cloth napkins etc etc and then we ordered in chinese food and ate apple pie haha very classy

Today i went downtown with Cortlin to get movie tickets for 9
as we go to Osheas to get some food, they asked for my ID and the wallet that i had just had all the movie tickets in was straight up MIA
so i ran back to Galaxy, checked at the counter, no dice
was seconds from crying my eyes out when this guy runs past us to the til with my wallet in his hand, trying to return it
i could have hugged him at that moment haha
I feel so warm and fuzzy inside when i realise that there are truly decent ppl in this world
^_^

Had a much needed catch up with Sam at DQ :)
i missed her big time so it was nice to see her beautiful smiling face ^_^
so we chatted and raged a bit lol

Just got home, now im gonna have a quick supper and then go meet Miss Mikki for coffee as she is another love of mine that i have not seen in a very long time.

So until my next post
have a lovely time
:)

The Lines i drew in my Mind, i Wish you could See them Too

Last night was friday friday
Spent some time with Kayla as she is in town this long weekend :)
her Chelsea and i watched Coraline. Lol i still think its super trippy

After the movie i drove Chelsea home then made the mistake of trying to go and solve my own problems, sigh
Pretty sure my attempt at clarifying my feelings and extending the offering of simplistic friendship just fueled the fucking challenge.

Three months....tops

Hmm....fine
bring it
I love the thought of destroying that pedastal you stand on
and your ego right along with it

Fuck i can be a bitch

Bang Bang, he shot me down

Im gay tired sigh
two more days of work
then they will probably call me in for more....

Sunday night i went and hung out with Liz for a little bit
Got ot see Jordan's amazing new house and meet his brilliant roomates
we grabbed a cup of coffee
attempted to start Super Troopers but my mother called me home so i bailed early

Monday i saw Austin for like half an hour
not sure if that was a good idea or not
I was curious tho, to see if he had changed at all
lol, he hasn't really
But i figured i should make sure there was peace between us since he's gonna be living here for the next who knows how long

went to work, got put in Biochemistry
sucked so damn hard core
oh, and the hospital sent me notice that i am now 7 months behind on the immunizations i am required to get as an employee there :(
so now i have to go in for two blood tests, two needles for something else, and a skin test for TB sigh. and i hear the skin test is painful so that sucks balls

Tuesday i woke up late
did a workout
then realized that i had to start my cyber class :(
did a bit of the chapter on review of Chem 20, which was super helpful cause i had forgotten basically everything

went to work
got put in biochemistry AGAIN
so boring
so i played crossword puzzles

after work i was on my way to meet Brittney and Liz at the Deuce, but was informed that it was uber packed and no one else was getting in
so i picked up Brittney and we met Liz, Jordan;s room mates, Katherine P. and Mandy at Jax lol
it was quiet, so Britt and i didnt stay too long
just dancing on an empty dancefloor can be super awkward when im not wasted

so yes, thats my week so far
Kayla and Hannah come home this weekend :)
so im really pumped for that

Now im gonna do some more chem before work
if they put me in Biochem again....wow....i'll rage